accomplisheddah tu ade hati, bila blog balik, nak blog pasal birthday wishlish lah geng! LOL. tak salah pe kan, cuma mcm dah lame tak dapat plesent, so feeling2 la nk dapat plesents. lol. top 10 things i want (or need) for my birthday. hee.
1) i want to release many many many pretty and colourful balloons into the air. and watch them float. and float. and float. and float. and disappear into nothingness.
2) a new pair of heels. jeles seeehhh tgk org pakai heels. size 40-41 pls. =)
3) PERFUME!!! can never get sick of em.
4) a new wallet, sadly. =(
5) a satchel bag preferably one which looks like this :



6) NEW TUDUNGSSSS. 60 inch ones pls.
7) something blingbling would be nice mum. =)
8) a new organizer like these (as found on http://monsterspreesg.livejournal.com/2
http://invitel.co.kr/upload/invitel/201
http://blogfile.paran.com/BLOG_830257/2
http://blogfile.paran.com/BLOG_830257/2
http://www.3al.co.kr/austria_info.j
http://www.characone.co.kr/s/g/daehan/1
FAVOURITED! http://blogfile.paran.com/BLOG_830257/2
9) COLD HARD CASH
10) be around my loved ones, fityan, family, friends, GGC esp.
for now though, the best birthday present, will be securing a job, and also doa from all of you people, with love care and concern.
Sudden change of things, which i believe ada hikmah disebaliknya, made me think twice about how i trusted people too much, when actually they are the ones who are the real splinters in ur skin. it was annoyingly painful at first, and i even cried (cengeng), but after i took the splinter out, it felt so so so much better.
so yeah, currently a full time house-daughter who cooks, cleans, watch tv, do laundry, etc etc, till i get a full time job. i pray it be soon, cos im bored to death at home already, and my elder brother loves playing dictator. shit.
i miss kartika miang. after the recent hoo haa, macam aku nak peluk2 kau cium2 kau smp kempes. hee. i miss nadiah too. shes duin better at work now alhamdulillah. no longer the girl who cried at the bustop after the first day of work. hahaha. =x
alot of successful events done and over with. YMRO, Fatayaat Night, upcoming recruitment drive for volunteers. for pictures do visit http://fitsyakircrew.multiply.com.
6 months since the babe went away. she's touring europe now. last spoke to her, she was in morocco, then stockholm. things have been awry for her these few weeks, but i hope she'll stay strong cos she's all alone there. but she's coming back soon, 12th may. and i hope things will be better once again, like rainbow after a rain. i love her, and the rest of the people liz, ass, fid(tho he can be an ass at tymes but i love him the same.)
like i said, just come back soon, as syuhaidah azlin, and not anyone else.
lyn's brother's wedding this weekend, wad to wear wad to wear. she warned us against black silver and white cos its the deco she says. can i come as a rainbow lyn. with a gold of pot to boot. hee.
that mostly sums up my life for now. mundane eh. aiyak.
geekyi hope ur presentation went well. im sure you will do well. cos well, you always do. haha. =)
1st of may. cant wait! =)
Dimana...
akan kucari
aku menangis ...seorang ...diri...
hatiku selalu ingin bertemu...
untukmu aku bernyayi...
untuk ayah tercinta...
aku ingin bernyanyi...
walau air mata di pipiku...
Ayah dengarkanlah...
aku ingin berjumpa...
walau hanya dalam mimpi...
lihatlah hari berganti...
namun tiada seindah dulu...
datanglah aku ingin bertemu...
untukmu aku bernyanyi...
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I still speak of you, with tears in my eyes.
Even after 4 years Abah, i still miss you..
and forever will...
Love, ur one & only daughter.
Al-Fateha..
moroseThese few days have been cold. Colder than London i think. Hehe woman. I have been sleeping sitting down instead of lying down because of my flu, just to wake up to a sore neck, and a painful back. like old grandma, sakit pinggang all.
There's been a few changes at work, but hopefully what He has planned for us is the best for us, Insyaallah. Im trying not to be on anybody's side now. Ade mate pandang, ade telinga dengar, ade mulut tutup. senang cerita.
BBQ on Saturday was fun. Much needed.
Batam photos soon, prolly when my head is less congested with flu-ids.
get the pun?
hahah.
In less than 6 hours, i will be on my way ferrying over to Batam.
Im excited, and nervous. I havent been to Batam before. hehe.
So yeah. I'll be back soon boys & girls.
See ya around.
ps. pls pray for my safety over there kay? lovelove.
Hahahah. finally got down to buying anew digicam for myself. I tried and tested so many different models and brands that agaknye the salesperson bingit. hahaha. but she was very friendly!
This cam, when taken with no flash, has the brightest and sharpest picture. so yeah, after all the cameras she showed me, i finally decided on this!! =)
but of course, $499 from my pocket gone lah......